Life Exchange

I use to think it would be better to change

but now I think it would be better to remain

allow myself to be remain in dead

leaving this world behind

and enter the next

now You live in me

let Your life begin

Your Faithfulness

I fell into the dark pit

You hold my hand

and say fear not

I gave up my life

You hold my hand

and give me Your life

I hate myself

You hold my hand

and say I love you

I was imprison

You hold my hand

and save me out

I felt scared and lonely

You hold my hand

and say I am here

You made Your Home in my heart

so continue to hold my hand

hold it tight with Your Might

PS I LOVE YOU

Because of You

I call upon Your name
Immediately You exit
always available as You are

for all times I've failed You
many ways I've fallen short
You never stop forgiving me

You told me do not fear
for My Grace is sufficient
Your lips smile with compassion

silently I quiet down
not to wake up my emotions
so I express nothing that grieves You

Inside me tears are raining
the heart is in pain
muscles are trembling

but I choosen You
I have no regret
and to love You with my all

The Broken Chain

standing in front of you

with the key chain on my hand

without the partner

you locked so tight

I tried to fight

with my full strength

fell to my knees

praying and crying

nothing I can see

knocking on doors

silence replied

only me left behind

never giving up

I tried pushing you

thinking I can win you

in frustration i go away

you must be giggling

looking at my back

my Faith is gone?

I did thought so

but He knows my heart

snap! everything is done

gladly I run and jump

singing the song of joy and praise

He protects the simplehearted

when I was in great need

He saved me!

You and Me

waking up with dread

the sky is gloomy

the heaven is in grieve

stop pretending!

didn't you see what I've done

I am wrong

Although You are angry with me

Your anger has turned away

and You have Comforted me

I don't deserve You

pushing You away from me

but is here where I see the Truth

I can't stop pretending

that I want You to love me

that I need You to love me

Battle of Life & Death

Hello! I am here again

hate to see me?

or just love my companion?

I use to cry and drown myself

and exhaustingly fighting

both imprison me

so I walk away

wandering around

wondering ups and downs

you hated me before

so now I am not ashame

I say hate me once again

I hear you calling

shouting you are a fool!

but I am dead and numb

the intense burns

but I cant turn back for you

My dream is calling for me

My Dream

After all the pain, the burn on the head

I realise I will continue to be hurt

If I continue to live on blindly and in vain

I realise no matter how eager I seek, knock, and ask

The answer just lies within me

No one can answer for me

No one can decide for me

Everyone fears. Everyone is afraid

But whom do I believe?

Where do I lay my faith?

I dont wanna hide anymore

This is who I am

It's okay if you tell me I am day dreaming

Dont worry. You will see me shine one day

I am not here for the world

I am here for the glory